Very, very, painfully depressed. So bad that it’s a struggle to get up every day and I’ve been taking sleep aids so that I can just sleep through the majority of each day.
I haven’t been this bad in a very long time.
And I have no where, and no one, to turn to.
I’m not sure how I’m going to get myself out of this one.
you are fucking genius, well not literally, lol
(Source: fulloflittlewhitelies)
I’ve been posting almost exclusively in my naughty Tumblr and have kinda neglected this one. >.> I sowwy. *pets Tumblr*
I really don’t want to be here anymore.
I don’t want to do this.
everything just hurts way too much.
I give up. I don’t have the option to give up.
It all hurts so much I feel physically ill.
And I can’t make myself pretend right now.
If I had no sense of guilt, I wouldn’t be here tomorrow.
Stabbing Westward - Desperate Now
I wasn’t expecting anything today.
My parents got me a new camera on Black Friday because it was $80 off. That was my Christmas present.
Then they gave me a little bit of cash too.
So I really wasn’t expecting anything today. But I had a small wrapped present. xD It’s just a new mouse. Something Dad picked up for me at Walgreens. And something that I won’t use TOO often, since I’m used to my touch pad. But it’s the thought that counts. And I mean that. It makes me happy that my parents love and care for me enough that they wanted to have something for me to unwrap on Christmas morning, even if it is just a $10 mouse. And it is something that I can use, so that makes it even better!
Merry Christmas everyone. I hope you’re all appreciative of what you have today, because if you’re alive and well and are even blessed with enough “extras” in life to be able to have the internet and waste time on Tumblr, then you’re truly blessed. There are so many people that have far, far less than that.
Time to get a little sleep (since I’ve been up for about 17 hours now) before our Christmas dinner is done in about 4 hours. lol
Figured out how to make the notes show on the permalink pages.
Now need to customize the appearance to fit my theme.
Still haven’t figured out how to move the link though.
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